Well not too much to say today. I feel better though. yesterday was tough dealing with f*cktards who have free time on their hands to go to artists pages and leave bad or negative comments and ratings on beautiful pictures. that is so pathetic.. really.. I hope they get caught and banned. asses.. anywho, merry christmas everyone!

Okay. I am alittle pissed here. you remebered that guy I told you about yesterday that rated my "nighami upclose pic" that got recognized a 2? yeah, well he's back!! he came back today and left an even negative comment and gave me a 3. I reported his ass. I sure hope they delete his rating, because he rated me low out of meaness. I also found out that that guy has 2 accounts. one was named christopher and the other was some m name, can't remember what it was though. but it was very long. but it's the same person. I hope he get's banned. I took off the "rating" thing. seems like people are giving me high marks now. if I even put old stuff up there there giving me 9 and 10/10 and stuff. at this rate I'll be on that "top ten list" thing everyday!!! so now people are just commenting. I sure hope justice is served.

Whew, glad that's over. I think that depression thing is finally over. well until something else bad happens that is. anywho, I just recieved again an e-mail from artwanted.com, that one of my pics have been "highlighted" again. I got the same one yesterday. that's 2 in one week! I guess those people there really like my stuff. gee... go figure.. but there was one that though that though nighami was a troll or something and said some mean things. gave me a 2/10 rating too. I deleted his comment because it was dumb. why do stupid people come around me or my art? god.. I went to his page and he had nothing in his gallery. just like I thought. another asshole trying to make me feel bad. well I hope he gets what's coming to him soon. here are some screenshots of both pics:

yeterday 12/09/04:

picture 1

picture 2

today 12/10/04:

my picture and the award thingy O_o..

picture 2

picture 3

this is great and all. but I am kinda afriad of so much attention. should I be worried? I hope not...

Well, that's all for me this year! no more piccies until 2005! I just plan on just doing doddles,paintchats and oekaki's though, but that's it! no more art for now. new junkart: blackrose gift,super milk-chan ,hinata from naruto. more here. and lastly, I updated my store: lena-chan's butterfly heaven, I only got one thing there, but it's because I can't get this tablet to draw right! stil stuggling with this, so that's about the best work I could put up there too sale. I'll do more next year, promise.. *sighs* don't feel like talking too much today, I am still in this depression as of now. I know why though. but I just wish I would feel better. this was just around the time my father died so long ago.. I always be sad around this time of the year. oh well..

I just added another pic to my gallery.

I am planning on updating this site. I got to make a layout first then I'll visit some people and make some friends^^ *I hope*.

man I haven't been here since september of last year! wow!! long time no see I guess^^ sorry about that. I will post more here, when I get a more feel of this place. <3

Well this is my first entry here! um.. hello everyone! anyone want to be my friend??